That power is within us

Does God exist? For some, the answer is in affirmative and for some, it's an absolute no. I fall in the latter category, for the reasons known only to me...But there have been instances when I have noticed the presence of a supernatural power...a power that seems to guide me, and bring solace to my life...What do I call that power - divine or demonic? I say that I don't believe in God, so the power cannot be divine...it sure has to be demonic then...but it won't fill my being with love, and laughter and all those virtues ; if it's demonic...that I am sure...It has to be something else...What is it?

Had the supernatural power being divine, there would not have been any grief- either in my life or in this world- the grief in this world being far greater than in my life...So, I have a question for all my friends who believe in God and think that He/She looks after the world: What is your God doing?, Sleeping to glory? : Like I say, had there been God, there would not have been anything that activates those glands located just at the corner of our eyes...and, the loneliness...that creeps into our lives when we lose someone close, someone special, especially when we need him or her the most.

So what's the truth about that power? And why do we need that power in the first place? We are human beings, with a brain of our own, and a heart that never ceases to make that pulsating sound...so that the brain gets enough blood enriched in oxygen...and be able to take wise decisions...or whatever!..

I mean, if we have the power to think, if we can differentiate between good and bad, vices and virtues... then why do we need a supernatural power...or God for that matter?

What I believe is that the supernatural power (or God) is not something from the outer world...it's within us...yes, it's within us...it's a part of our being...ingrained in our soul...a part of us...

It's our own doing; it's our own thinking...